Friday, March 31, 2017

Sun Transititting Natal Chiron in Aries in the 5th House. RE: Synastry Clash of Natal Sun Virgo Conjunction Part 4.


 https://astrolibrary.org/chiron-in-aries/

Most people who bring children into this world are selfish by default.  They're guilty of being selfish until proven innocent.  The bottom line, as far as I care with anyone who brings children into this world who is criminally negligent with their children AND who subjects their children to abuse,  I will gladly call them all out as the lowlife degenerate pieces of shits they all are, and live a lovely lonely single life,  if by being such a cruel asshole to these failed parents: they're all made into poster examples to diSsuade more child abuse and suffering.   And that's considered mysogony or closet homosexuality or narcissism to some?  

REALLY? You carry your proud blabbering bullshit face about how special you are for knocking some woman up or squeezing out an infant, when that infant's chances of GROWING UP TO BECOME a loving human being are shit  subjecting that child to suffering, well then you really didn't have a child,  you shit out a fuck result is all you did.  And that'S exactly what a lot of people do. 

Whose the chicken shit without principles? 

CHIRON IN THE 5TH HOUSE . . . yep'  Steve Judd Told it like it is: House position of Chiron shows where an individuals dislike of oneself is.   GUILTY AS CHARGED . . . 

Oh and Contrast that to someone with Venus in Leo in the 5th.  Perhaps that means if you're a woman you're about as careless as a goddamn dog in heat and you're liable to  lay on your back, spread your legs and condomless cock won't fail to arrive instantly?  Maybe?  But I digress.

 

This https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2017/03/synastry-clash-of-natal-sun-conjunction.html  has gone through some minor edits and comebacks   Synastry Clash of Natal Sun Virgo Conjunction, Natal Moon Conjunct Venus part 2


re: https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2017/03/synastry-clash-of-natal-sun-conjunction.html  I had to write what I wrote on Christie's youtube channel to be completely honest and genuous about myself and own up to my own "demons"  https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2017/03/zen-master-dogen-vs-king-solomons.html I guess the main accusation from the person who obviously seemed troubled with what I wrote:  Do I get off on tormenting people? Do I have no life of my own and am I completely insecure with my own that I feel the need to crush those out of Jealousy?    And the answer is fuck no.   A spade is a spade and calling bull shit is calling bull shit.  Concise and expedient deliverence was absolutely necessary.




[https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2017/03/synastry-clash-of-natal-sun-conjunction.html LAST EDITIED  03-31-17]  I maybe slow on the draw with witty comebacks, but at least they're witty and complete.  destroy others who do have a life?



[Last editied 03-30-17 15:05 PST]  I will feel like my ass is handed to me by her if her daughters dare to defend her.  I pity the people who gang stalk her far more than I pity her.  Unlike the Gang Stalkers, I don't hide where I'm coming from.  I don't plot her demise.  I just want to be as honest as I possibly can ever be with people I have mixed strong good and bad emotional feelings about.  I don't hide why she is both absolutely fascinating to me and  disturbing to me and everything about me that says its time to part ways.

Thursday, March 30, 2017

Zen Master Dogen vs. King Solomon's Magick Introduction Comparison of "Demon" Management

Zen Master Dogen vs. King Solomon's Magick Introduction Comparison of "Demon" Management

 
Published on Mar 30, 2017
Excerpts from these Videos:

Zen Master Dogen Vs. King Solmon's Magick https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8s5Uz...

Are Demons Your Friends? by youtube user mindandmagick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOnIZ...

Poke Runyon - The Magick Of Solomon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpV7w...

King Solomon - Mysteries of the Bible
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YUFD...



The subject is how to relieve one's self from vengeful ghosts, restless rebellious spirits, or demons. I can't say 1 style of spirituality is better than the other, but there's something about owning up to one's own "demons" as an internal part of one's existence whereas Poke Runyon & Frater Xaier and their founder King Solomon doesn't seem to do that. Their spirituality is to distinguish (Angels from Demons) for 72 degree increment along the ecliptic. The hermetic axiom (as below, above, within, without) etc. Who made up these names for parts of the ecliptic on that Poke Runyon Mandela? As far as I know its ancient Hebrew names from King Solomon's hermetic science. These are 72 5 degree increments along the Tropical Astrology Ecliptic (the path of the Sun across the sky as seen from the Earth) but the history of King Solomon was that his entire temple was demolished and the Jews went into exile and have always had some weird disgusting traditions, many schisms, and stigmas as an ethnic religious minority ever since. How serious is the Layman not privy to these Solomon-ic ceremonial magick techniques suppose to take it if their own inventor, King Solomon, was a fuckup all along with all the free mason mother fuckers & certain sects of Judaism still ruining the entire planet? Who decided which names are sacred and which are profane? Are their semantical puns and etymology in the Hebrew / ancient Aramaic or Arabic language or numerology that is so crucial and vital to give these 5 degree increments fucking mythological fairy tales for the angels and horror stories for the demons? I'd just as soon go by the 108 increments of 27 Nakhshatras and 4 padas in Vedic Astrology, except profanely call them all NUTSACK BRAS if it means I don't have have to risk being possessed by the flawed Abrahamic human and child sacrificing demonic deity that is inherent in a lot Abrahamic traditions. "control", "control", "control" .. . . etc. Whereas Zen Buddhism seems to about owning up to the impulsive destructive nature of your own existence instead of externalizing it all the time on to others.





The real crux of this video and question I am asking is: Who made up these names for parts of the ecliptic on that Poke Runyon Mandela? As far as I know its ancient Hebrew names from King Solomon's hermetic science, but the history of King Solomon was that his entire temple was demolished and the Jews went into exile and have always had some weird disgusting traditions and stigmas ever since. How serious is the Layman not privy to your ceremonial magick techniques you teach and practice suppose to take it if their own inventor, King Solomon, was a fuckup along with all the free mason mother fuckers ruining the entire planet? Who decided which names are sacred and which are profane? Are their semantical puns and etymology in the Hebrew / ancient Aramaic or Arabic language or numerology that is so crucial and vital to give these 5 degree increments fucking mythological fairy tales for the angels and horror stories for the demons? I'd just as soon go by the 108 increments of 27 Nakhshatras and 4 padas, except profanely call them all NUTSACK BRAS if it means I don't have have to risk being possessed by the flawed Abrahamic human and child sacrificing demonic deity that is inherent in a lot Abrahamic traditions. 

Estimate of Frater Xavier's Natal Chart





Synastry Clash of Natal Sun Virgo Conjunction, Natal Moon Conjunct Venus part 3






Jeanice Barcelo is another 22 to 24 degrees Virgo natal sun http://birthofanewearth.com/ and that was where the full moon was last. gh
to that time of year. I have an interesting step Brother and an Aunt
with the same birthday as Ken Kesey and I've met many other Sun Virgos
or people with heavy Virgoan planets in their birthcharts. Mutable
Earth is restless analysis and often a pitfall of micromanagement,
relentless disgust at those who fail optimal ideal standards in the
worst cases like (Margaret Sanger) or mutilation of one's own face
(Michael Jackson). There is excruciating attention to a lot of down to
earth details of refining what is truly the the truth and demanding
truth. To cope with this
restless analytical energy, there has to be humor, there has to be
drama, there has to be ways to take off the edge. Pay attention to the
video of one Christie Aphrodite, some of Ken Kesey's old videos, and
especially the Comedian Genius of Radio Host Phil Hendrie to know what I
mean about the great spinning whimsical pinball effect. Or you can also explore the cutting edge sarcasm of actors Oliver Stone, and Tommy Lee Jones (born on the same day).
Or on a very serious note Jeanice Barcelo demanding there is a better
more refined respecting celebration of life and true loving natal child
birth care, exposing the modern medical establishment as the horrible
satanic disgusting parasites they are.

Synastry Clash of Natal Sun Virgo Conjunction, Natal Moon Conjunct Venus part 2





[LAST EDITIED  04-02-17]  I maybe slow on the draw with witty comebacks, but at least they're witty and complete.  Virgoan extreme analytical resolution to call it how see it in its finest means quality verses quantity.    I don't hide why she is both absolutely fascinating to me and  disturbing to me and everything about me that says its time to part ways. Good astrologers will see this as a clockwork insight into my life for exactly what it is.   Why hide anything?





[Last editied 03-30-17 15:05 PST]  I will feel like my ass is handed to me by her if her daughters dare to defend her.  I pity the people who gang stalk her far more than her.  Unlike the Gang Stalkers, I don't hide where I'm coming from.  I don't plot her demise.  I just want to be as honest as I possibly can ever be with people I have mixed strong good and bad emotional feelings about.  I don't hide why she is both absolutely fascinating to me and  disturbing to me and everything about me that says its time to part ways.


According to her I'm the horrible mysogonist for daring to burst her bubble. No mysandrony on her part? Notice She doesn't deny a thing about me accusing of her as being a bad mother.  And until her daughters are ready to stand up for and defend mommy's name, she can go pound sand.  

Christie Aphrodite: Whatever you did or do with your life, all that I'm concerned about is that you're whole Cinderella theatrics aren't used to hurt anyone. I find you suddenly earning & owning your own house from living out of a van and shelter as the eternal minimum wage waitress overnight, while pushing all sorts of health ailments,  just a little bit unbelievable.

I don't wish being a disposable doll or a disposable anything on anyone, but there's a lot of people who know what that's like in worse ways you hopefully never will. And all I ask is that you please be careful you refrain from insulting them. There's no one the poor hate more than trustfund brats playing pretend paupers.


Christie Aphrodite
spiralcosmosart uh....fuck you. who the hell are you to tell me my life is a lie...? maybe if you had your own, you wouldn't be so concerned with trying to tear mine and my small successes down. like really? omg...get lost. hilarious how certain people think it's okay for me to be the damsel in distress, but when I finally accomplish something, everything is all lies with some twisted agenda? that really shows a lot about who you are... thanks for exposing yourself again. you are exactly the men I continue to run from. glad you enjoyed my pain. and now I'm glad you're not enjoying my peace. PS did I say fuck you, get lost? yeah...no...this is the last straw with you. 






Angeloflight
Wow!!! I hope thats not true caused I am sincerely happy for her. I was once was homeless as an Engineer due to awakening to higher self and being targeted at every workplace, streets etc. I wondered also but I know there are a lot of possibilities out there ... if thats the case this is the Love & Light they dont want to hear from others. Truth not deception support....
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Christie Aphrodite
Angeloflight thank you! :) I hope things are better for you now as well too! :)

Vegan gangster vi
Christie Aphrodite his opinion doesn't matter, he is nit picking instead of seeing the big picture. assholes will be assholes, nothing we can do about that...but they could. 🙏
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Christie Aphrodite
Vegan gangster vi for reals...you knew the jealousy bug would have to hit one of my haters at least...lol oh well. I don't play nice anymore...pretty quick draw with the fuck offs anymore! and it's always worth it! :)
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Vegan gangster vi
Christie Aphrodite I dare him to be nice, for his sake (see how nice I'm). Do a good deed, with words maybe... and let us know how does it feel. You can start by apologizing for being a dick and we might forgive you.
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Christie Aphrodite
And his comment about me earning and owning this overnight only shows he either doesn't listen, or he is intentionally trying to deceive...hmmmm


I listened TO this
Published on Mar 19, 2017
     
ridiculous sob Video very clearly [03-31-17 There's nothing more fake and vague than that stupid hoax video "Life as a disposable doll" video. Nothing. And if this comment here isn't completely blocked, then it only serves her right that there's some kind of youtube glitch preventing Christie from blocking me and I'm really not writing to a blank wall all alone. No one cries like a pathetic fucking baby like that and gets any real sympathy from anyone in this world unless you're a fraud and a fake and a phoney and somekind of fucked up spoiled prankster lifetime actor getting off to truly fucked over people's vulnerable penchant to seek relief from loneliness, sympathy, cammaraderie in misery & then turn around and say   "Oh you're all  parasite losers who enjoy my suffering.    Look at me!  I have a parachute you don't eat shit losers  ha ha!  My shit is holier than thou."  "I'm superior"   "I  have wings"  "You don't"

 Youtube is filled with channels like that.  Oprah Winfrey success is that way.   Why should Christie be any different? And of course there's a nice narcisstic supply backfire effect for the fucking attention whores to get lots and lots and lots of more view hits and so the publicity stunt keeps rolling as the butt hurt haters (yours truly) keep whining.

Thats the game. I have to admire the genius of it all, she plays her secret haters like a fiddle, but I hate the deception.   As though Donald Trump's rise to power to the presidency hasn't taught anyone anything?   It should.


 And Viola 4 or 5 days later absolute dream home:

 Published on Mar 25, 2017








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Christie Aphrodite
Vegan gangster vi lol he's done things like this before...so honestly, I'm soooooo done with him. I've told him before...feel free to ask questions, but he continues writing his own story and tries to project it on ro me. buh bye...last straw like I said. everytime I kick one of these assholes out of my life, everything improves! :) still need to do a video on that!
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Vegan gangster vi
Christie Aphrodite sending you love, as always.
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Christie Aphrodite
You too honey, thank you! :)
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spiralcosmosart
Christie Aphrodite not saying you're lying, just reminding you of how insanely diverse & unknown people can be from another perspective from an unknown other end of computer screens. Defenses on guard again? Tough love. Tit for tat. We've never even met so nevermind about anyone's allegations of having a life or lack thereof, its all a drama game anyways.. and I'm a sucker of my own emotional curiosity ... Sorry to dare remind you of something unknown but boldly unnerving. I'm not calling anyone lying nor telling the truth.


Christie Aphrodite
Bull shit. Your comment was nothing less than a veiled threat filled with accusations. And that's not the first time. I've told you before...feel free to ask, but your Bullshit repeated comments contain no questions, only projections. I don't tolerate that crap anymore. That is why I'm allowed to realize my dreams...cutting out the Bullshit! 

Christie Aphrodite
I don't need a reminder that other people might not get me. I dont give a fuck. [<--whose the Narcissist with that kind of desensitized attitude toward the perspectives of those who don't get you?]





For anyone to not believe the documented truth I've willingly shared

[as though the average fan or lurker of your work is going to watch 900+ videos & audio?]

only shows their jealousy of not being able to accomplish all I have...and their penchant for hate. Who are you to warn me of what others will think and why do you think it's your place or that I even care?

[Who are you to demand that NO one tell you they don't trust you?]



 You aren't speaking for anyone else in your comments. [yep the terrible detractor I am]


" You are only showing who you are and what you think."  [right As though honesty is a bad thing?  Who could possibly expect a tramp whose survived by lying about her life to consider honesty much of a virtue anyways]


 And frankly my dear, I don't give a damn! I know what's real and if you were in tune with yourself or your heart, you would know too. I will not accept one more passive aggressive projecting accusatory comments from you. It's called boundaries. I talked about it in a video. The number one detoxing plan...removing all toxic people from your life! 
 If you believed any of this shit you wrote and had any self respect, you would not be here. So why are you here? Trying to plant seeds of doubt where I'm giving people hope? Puke! 

spiralcosmosart
Wow. Uhhhh... Interesting .. woohoo . . . Please get over me. I don't hate you Christie, please don't confuse me as another asshole. So what if I post skeptical cynical slant? Why even make videos with comments enabled if all you want is people to tell you you're perfect?



Vegan gangster vi
spiralcosmosart that's your excuse, to be an asshole because you can? wow is right (sorry Christy, had to reply).
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Christie Aphrodite
Thank you +Vegan gangster vi​ :) +spiralcosmosart​ go back and read your accusatory comments...each time I reacted this way... This time is obviously more harsh because you didn't take me serious the last times. Last reminder...I will answer your questions, I will block all projections and assumptions. 

spiralcosmosart
Christie Aphrodite Since you keep saying ask questions and don't make statements or assumptions or post my opinions or observations as statements. I didn't really want to ask the question I am about to ask because its pretty damn rude, loaded and cruel and couldn't possibly result in me expecting a straight answer from you here or anywhere to me, especially online, given how much incredibly void of respect I have for people whose honest answer is yes, and given I pretty much have a good Idea what the answer already is based on a lot of your antics BUT given the abuse that happened to me in my childhood, since it is kind of my core chip on my shoulder. Here it goes. HERE'S THE QUESTION: Are you the least bit guilty of being criminally negligent to your own children or Anyone's children, especially as a result of your own addictions, in such a way resulting in you being responsible for them being abused? Being desperate enough to leave your own children in daycare facilities & being estranged from their father is already 2 strikes. Please Don't answer that to me & expect anymore sympathy regardless what you say. My Advice (as though you care) Answer that to yourself and go about your own personal business owning up to it as you need to [as she needs to redeem herself]. Yeah you remind my of my insane mom. There you go there's your horrible little man who you are already quite willing to write off & allege to be a jealous narcissistic p.o.s. as far as you're concerned, for daring to criticize and Question the Integrity of super regal royal queen super MARTYR singlemom basking in the joy of her own 2 story castle in some rural area in Western Washington. And if you continue surrounding yourself with only positive commenting lapdogs people (most likely gay men) like ytuser Vegan Gangster, that  kind of makes you kind of a faghag? Good luck. 

Christie Aphrodite
Thank you for sharing. You agree done taking it your anger for your motherly on me. You've done this for years and now you are blocked. Every word you use towards me is distraught and I'm done. Goodbye and have a great life. I hope you got all you wanted here and did all you came to do. And yes, I think you are a disgusting little man... And that is why you are single. Your attitude and hatred for women is evident in most all your posts. Good luck to you and god bless. I am done. Thanks for the experience! [And of course there's no hatred of men on her part. . . Yeah right]

Christie Aphrodite
This comment thread is a perfect example of everything I warn everyone about and said exactly in my videos...this passive aggressive treatment you use is a classic narcissus trait. I'm thankful this is a real life experience that can teach people about gaslighting. So thank you for that! I will definitely use the example. Do not every contact me again. Anywhere. Ever. You have zero room in my healthy life and have siphoned enough of my energy all these years.

Oh innocent superior integrity Christie Aphrodite prevails and wins and has the last word.   And I'm left writing to a wall.  

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Clash of natal Sun conjunction and Moon in the 9th conj Venus 5th




One of the most difficult challenges in life is discovering someone that absolutely fascinates me because her thought process is so completely similar to the way my own works but our life choices took us in different directions with different challenges.


Corresponding to Christie:

In case I got some facts wrong  I thought I'd review what I understand of some of the highlights of your adult life described in a lot of your videos & radio shows of yours I've seen & watched: You were once super martyr single mom (from some failed relationship with their children's fathers obviously (it takes 2 to tango). And you worked your ass off trying to support them entirely on your own.   You were once a basket case of modern mainstream medicine that once left you a paraplegic  in a wheelchair when you were hardly over 30, but you cured all that with natural alternative medicine.  You mentioned both you in your childhood and later your own daughters at some childcare facility experienced   abuse.  Cops were absolutely condescending assholes in the matter.    You slaved odd peon jobs as waitress and sometimes housewife, but managed to  be with  sugar daddies on the way to trophy wife of some "mob boss".  You started high profile publicity with some boyfriend who was part of some militia and minute men patrolling the Mexican border.  And you uncovered Mexican teenage prostitute camps not far from San Diego, inciting the drug
 & pimps of such operations waging organized gang stalking against you.  Along with a bunch of haters leading to depreciating standards of living, homelessness, encefalitis mosquitoes causing amnesia and near death,   But you have at least an equal amount of supporters, hence the surprise dream house now.   Hmmmmm ..... I'm sure there's some truths about your life that will remain a mystery to anyone except you that you'll keep to your grave.  I don't judge you, just sometimes marvel at your theatrics & drama and sweet humor, even if you do have an attention whore penchant with some  disinfo mixed in for your own survival.   Some of your older videos when you were suburbanite yuppy San Diego Mom I would've sworn Phil Hendrie made his character " Bobby Dooley" based on you, which you're nothing like now.  (A classic Virgoan prankster comedian) I think you'd appreciate. Sincerely -SpiralCosmosArt


Christie Aphrodite: Whatever you did or do with your life, all that I'm concerned about is that you're whole Cinderella theatrics isn't used to hurt anyone.  I find you suddenly  earning & owning your  own house from living out of a van and shelter as the eternal minimum wage waitress overnight, pushing all sorts of health ailments  just a little unbelievable.   I don't wish  being a  disposable doll  or a disposable anything on anyone, but there's a lot of people who know what that's like in  worse ways you hopefully never will.  And all I ask is that you please be careful you refrain from insulting them.  There's no one the poor hate more than trustfund brats playing pretend paupers.








Sunday, March 26, 2017

Astrological Observations and "amateur" Forecast (without watching any popular youtube dicks)

Astrological Observations and amateur Forecast (without watching any popular youtube dicks)

 PDT  = -7 UTC   https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/usa/san-francisco

Mars Starting to Earth Trine Pluto:   Get things done, do it, know what needs to be done, do it, do it, do it, and GTFO of my way if you don't like me.  No time for idiocy or degeneracy or delusion.  Good for Earth sign people especially.

Venus Retrograde?   Going Backwards from Aries back into Pisces . . . Love romantic preening revisitied  desire, pleasure, Lost preening for romance and pleasure achievement desire, infatuation, misguided love and even true love if calculating correctly. 

Mercury Conjunct Uranus


Mars Starting to Earth Trine Pluto:   Get things done, do it, know what needs to be done, do it, do it, do it, and GTFO of my way if you don't like me.

Moon about to go New in Aries, now still in Pisces Balsamic . . . .  relief that this moon cycle is about to restart . . . . ?  Pensive emotional confusion in Pisces, but overshadowed by the Mars Pluto Earth demands while Venus is still in Aries.

Saturn still trining Uranus (and should go retrograde for another perfect Trine sometime in the future)

Jupiter Retrograde in Libra & Jupiter opposing Uranus  & MOrever the Ongoing Pluto Uranus Square that's still barely dissippating



Deep sense of Justice for the whole good of the community balancing act opposing radical sense of Damn it fuck this world for violating my rights and opportunities
& a Cardinal T square . . . with no planets in Cancer, but Cancer is still the Moon sign that gets hit ever 28 days for 2 days so it is a Cardinal Grand Cross still for the 2.5 days in the moon cycle

Reviewing Cardinal Signs  Cardinal Grand Cross crux patterns
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  • Uranus Aries = Fuck you I'm a horny bighorn sheep Ram that's going Ram my couple of horns  wherever I fucking need to get and Uranus is saying Goddamnit this planet earth is a fucked up slave planet that needs liberation!

  • Moon in and out of Cancer =  I'm the bitchy moonboy . . . I will coddle and nurture and caress and kick you to the curb as soon as you act like an asshole out of line.

  • Pluto in Capricorn =  I'm the hardass asshole goatboy with Subversive Undermining Pluto ready to rip up the Earth and exhume corpses (fucking over Indian Burial Grounds at STanding Rock all for the oil)
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  • Jupiter in Libra =  Jupitarian Jovian Justice, Justice, Justice for all with a big bloated hope for it all and then subsiding with the retrograde (as the Standing Rock Protests fizzled) 

 Neptune in Pisces  sextiling and soon to Quintile Mars in Taurus . . .

The turbulant emotional spinning glamour flux of Neptune provides imagination creative  outlet opportunities for artists.

 




https://cafeastrology.com/retrogrades.html



EDT HERE
























OVERALL FORECAST FOR THE NEXT WEEK OR 2:

Don't hesitate on a major Spring Break from the same ole same ole grind from last Winter, but proceed with extreme caution.  


The most dangerous aspects? 

   The sun in Aries and Taurus and the volatile seasonal situation combined with Pluto hard aspects.  Physical earth like activities.   This is a violent hostile time of year but it's an energetic and fertile too.